Sunday, December 16, 2007

welcome to recovery -d7

i just kept screaming.
soccer mom van just put on her indicator light and i wanted to run her over. "why won't you get out of my way, bitch!"
i left the meeting last night enraged. this group advocates that 30 days of abstinence be acquired before working the steps. but i went to the meeting because I am struggling to be abstienent. so what comes first. it is like telling the patient to become more healthy then i'll give you the medicine.
i am angry at this existence. angry that i cannot get away from my worst enemy.
myself.

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